Woke up at the end of another Reconciliation Dream. I've been sick to my stomach since. I start moving my things to a new house today. Maybe a new venue will help. I have an appointment with a Psy-something Dr tomorrow. I'm hoping to cut back on the debilitating insomnia, crippling anxiety, and immense depression.
I haven't slept in over three days. Goodness I hope this stops soon.
I just woke up from a dream. I was looking at places to move into. She showed up and told me she missed me too much. And that she couldn't stand to stay apart any longer. And that she wanted to move in with me again. I told her that I felt the same. But if we were going to do this we had some important things to work out and that we couldn't just go back being together without changing some things and hope it works out. She said she was glad I felt that way and agreed.
I woke up and for half a second i thought it was real and I was calm and relieved. Dreams are a real motherfucker these days.